Subconscious, how true it is

What a wonderful ugly way it is to wake up from your beauty sleep when your alarm clock is the nightmare you had during your precious sleep and rest. The night before was a struggle to digest all disappointing events into the back of your memory. How amazing it is when your brain works and it provokes your memory lane whilst you are in your sweet dreamland. Little evil hobgoblin came rushing out of their tiny caves, holding somewhat pistols like in their hands. Despite knowing those “weak” weapons would not hurt you in any way, you will still be running for your life as far as your leg takes you to. 

But nonetheless, guilt plays a fair part in nightmare. There will be fear in your soul, even if it’s at one dark corner. It still exists. But the fear learned to escape when you are sound asleep. Such emotional tension and guiltiness consume us over.

It applies so metaphorically in our lives. Insignificant lies and wrongs you commit, they will take its place and accumulate into an unexpected bomb. When you loses the ability to bottle up all guilt, symptoms began to elude through your behavior, thoughts and even dreams. Disappointment and guilt may seize every possible opportunities to rule your thoughts, but two things that you must never forsake are love and determination. 

With love, you can influence the people around you, making a difference. You can impact people’s life, changing their thoughts, as though it’s your mini propaganda project. But of course, in the right way. With determination, the number of times you have failed will not undermines your morality. 

Truly, human brains are indeed complex. But only humans can seek to analyze and explain and express themselves. As such, nightmare is a form of signal, telling you to fix the area of your life that is broken. I really began to wonder, how much effort is needed and is there a definite formula to follow suit to put things down, let go, and move forward towards the finishing line of success… Pondering . .