In a state of confusion really disgusted myself for who I am.

Praises of the goodness in him are hovering around me.

Little did they understand and feel the indifference attitude he practices.

I expect more. I wanted more.

I needed something that is missing here.

I want him to show more concern.

I need him to shower me with a secure love.

At times, I feel that I am running the race alone.

With mediums for me to release my disappointments and sadness;

but not the pillar support when I collapse.

Have I chosen the right path?

I know I did. But why does God shows me the way when he barricaded it?

The feeling is so strong that it throbs my emotion.

Lying down, facing up. If stars are by my side forever…