The Lost Sheep

Many times one may feel like a lost sheep. You don’t know where to head to, there is no direction ahead. You see no vision. You live your life daily with the same differences. When you begin to reminisce the past events, it doesn’t spark any satisfaction, however the question “What is the purpose of my life?” come past your mind.

Roaming in the small apartment, settled down with a cup of hot coffee, staring out of the windows, seemingly the wonders of life have to be seek and captured of. Conscientious mindset provokes one to carefully take charge on one’s own life. It creates self awareness. On the other hand, self defense and over sensitive may just growl out of your behavior, delving for victory. That is when you begin losing yourself, and your life. It has controlled over your life. That is a sheer sign of despondency.

having a series of weird dreams recently
horrifying and bemusing
it’s like a series, in chronological order
people i knew appeared like a gust of air
disappeared when i am frantically searching for an answer
what more can i expect?

went for my friend’s 23rd birthday party – poolside party
awesome i would say indulging in beer, liquor or soft drinks
hungry party goers waiting for the BBQ food
music blasting
but kind neighbors did not give a damn* about it
that’s cool
coming together as a universal races,from Chinese to Caucasians.
Ended well with a nice speech from the birthday dude.
cheers . . .

my 21st birthday
it shall be cozy with…….FRUIT JUICES ONLY
but, most peeps will be in army. will it be crazy still???
(questioning ^^)

Thank God that my Mom’s operation went smoothly.
However, she needs to rest at home for a week or 2.
I shall be a woman NOW.
Take charge!